Friday, 15 March 2013
Sunday, 10 March 2013
Thoughts and Regrets
I'm afraid I chose the wrong circle. The wrong group of friends to take me through this part of my life.
They're not driven, they're not ambitious. They're not academically equal. Not in the same percentile.
That's not to say they're not smart guys, just smart with different things (couldn't find a better way to put that).
Growing up I've always been about my books and that's evident in my grades and achievement thus far. Coming to university I thought I could branch out and relax a little. I went into the path of girls and alcohol. Disappointed in my grades but I still do well enough to be called 'smart'. 3 years down the line, a few months from graduation and I've entered my comfort zone again I feel a shift in my friendships. I don't find my guys interesting anymore.
I'm finding comfort and peace in my books. My taste in music is changing and I'm comfortable with the girl I'm with. I don't see myself doing stupid things anymore.
I don't know if they see the same changes but I'm curious to see if these friendships last.
After graduation, I don't think I'll be making much of an effort to see them. I'm actually looking forward to going back to the friends I grew up with. The ones that know me.
Perspective.
Tuesday, 5 March 2013
Higher - D'Angelo, Brown Sugar
sparking that love within my soul
and when I touch U, I can't describe it
sending chills, down my bones
We'll write our love in the stone
Please give us strength Lord to fight our battles
and we can walk on the streets of gold
give me good feeling, like a king and queen on a throne
cause you take me higher, further than the sky above
send me in ecstasy baby, with you love
put your hands into mine and then we'll take off to the sky above
soft like an angel, like the feathers laying on a dove
touch me with your soul love, till I lose control
(U protect me from my fears)
I once was blind, but now I see
(Ever since the day U appeared)
I just wanna say
I want U in my life
till the day I die baby
tell me right now,
that U and your love
will 4-ever take me higher
Monday, 4 March 2013
Sunday, 3 March 2013
Lovelier Than You
I love her more than I love myself and still that ain't enough
If this's a dream I don't wanna wake up
We go together like the tub and the shower head above
Not even thousands and thousands of miles
Could amount to my love I'd have countless sky miles
I'd climb up a mountain, climb right back down
I'd run across the world and jog back around
Noun and a verb is just a sound
And a word is not profound enough to show my urge for her smile
I'd shout on a curb with a loudspeaker
'Till the entire town heard how I felt
And I'm out